alamak.

now is 0500.

juz now work till 0300 wif tat gun doo junaina.

told mi go home msn wif her.

ended up she go slp without telling mi.

and now i cant slp le!

she will get it from mi LATER!!

haa.

actually wana talk to her sth 'serious'.

reallie i mean serious.

but..

tat gun doo went to slp.

second time already.

i will made her rmb this.

hmm.

actually nth much lah.

consider ytd.

went to band.

reached ard 1015.

practice lor.

actually its reallie kind of sad lah.

left with freaking less ppl lor.

trying to get ppl.

but no one wan.

its like..

ARGH!!

u may not understand the feeling unless u are reallie committed in it.

ok well.

im gonna ask u all.

mayb again or the last time lah.

juz kindly gif mi a reply.

yes or no will do.

thanx.

yun.

xiu.

june.

luvina.

iris.

wana join our band?

=)

reallie.

we ppl now reallie wana haf a infusionII.

but looking at the number manpower we are having.

its reallie sadening lah.

hai.

hmm.

so do consider.

practice is now is every sat 10am to 5pm.

nearer to the concert of coz will haf more practice.

seriously to mi.

i dun think it will affect studies or wat.

everything is abt time management.

can actually do sch work or project during weekdaes, aft sat band prac or oso even sun.

and oso most of u are not working during weekends if im not wrong.

unlike mi.

-_-

juz spend one morning till early evening for band.

once a week for now.

i dun think is too much lah.

err.

i dunno lah.

tats my thinking.

or u all juz wana haf ur own life.

den seriously i got nth to sae lah.

coz now im like got no life.

and i think band had been part of my life since the start of infusionI.

another part of my life is when my friends are reallie free.

for dinner.

for supper.

for movie.

for shopping.

but it reallie seem difficult to haf it often.

its ok.

i had already used to 'no-life' life le.

hai.

so i reallie hope tat infusion can reallie move on.

think not onli mi who wan it to move on.

im sure the ones who attended band this 2 weeks too.

talking abt 'no-life'.

i kept on hearing ppl saeing or telling mi.

i got no life.

den i reallie realise tat.

in the past.

weekdaes study.

weekends work.

now.

weekdaes work.

weekends oso work.

who made mi realise tat?

terrence.

-_-

he is the one who kept on telling mi tat i got no life.

den juz now one of my rider oso tell mi tat.

argh!

den terrence kept on..

telling mi.

pestering mi.

nagging at mi.

to quit mac.

but..!

he and i think no one can reallie understand how i feel lah.

hai.

wait till i met my life.

den i will prove everything and everyone wrong.

oh ya!

so happy when michelle call mi.

and she wana DATE mi on thurs aft work!!

yeah!!

=D

we gonna to catch a movie.

most prob is 'little man'.

so looking forward for the dae le.

the last time i went out wif her is went to her hse to bake brownie ba.

we promised to go town and sentosa aft our exams.

but we did not.

dunno is she busy or mi lah.

she ah.

oso another one lah.

damn busy woman.

church lah.

cell lah.

tuition lah.

driving lah.

hiking lah.

work lah.

i think she juz signed up for singing lesson or wat lah.

tat time still got keyboard lesson lah.

her boy briget lah.

wah piang!

see her list of activities.

i think still got more lah.

i forgot le.

haa.

bth``

went to read his blog.

till now.

i still cant stop myself from reading.

hmm.

mi as a human.

i haf feelings.

although he lied to mi in the past.

of coz i will nv ever forget.

but now.

i feel sad and sorry for him.

is the ger who is the one who ask for the break up.

is it his revenge?

i dunno.

and i dun wish to noe.

he sae he is sad.

i cant reallie describe how sad is he.

coz i read it.

hmm.

once again.

reallie wana wish him best of luck and all the best ba.

i was kept on thinking.

if tat dae we nv meet up.

i think things will not be in such a suituation now.

hai.

hope im thinking too much lah.

always think SO MUCH!

argh!!